then

she changed.. i don't know why

LAS VEGAS

LAS VEGAS..kota penuh dosa dan tantangan..hohoo
penuh tantangan dan halangan gwa dateng ke VEGAS....waktu mau jalan juga gwa sebenerna agak ga mau,bukan agak emang ga mau gwa,,,,tapi karena paksaan yg ga bisa di tolak akir na gwa pergi dengan rasa terpaksa..kata ni orang di MGM ada wi fi hotspot..dan emang ada tapi harus beli..kata dya dya mau ambil..dan sampe hari trakir tu wifi blom bisa gwa tankep..gila aja gwa di kasi janji palsu..sialan...hhhahah
gwa jalan dari LA jam 6 hampir jam 7 dan di perkirakan sampe jam 10 an lewat...dan TERNYATA..dengan sangat tak di duga gwa sampe jam 3 pagi...dalam keadaan blom mandi..gila dah...kenapa?karena mobil KEPARAT yg gwa naek mengalami masalah temperatur..tu mobil mesti gwa gelindingin ke grand canyon kali..hjahhahaha...trus gwa lanjut makan di kamar..cukup enak walau udah ga napsu makan..hahhaha...ni post sebener na gwa biat tgl 25/08/08 jam 2:54...tapi berhubung wi fi na masi belom jalan dan tu orang malah maenan mesin di bawah terpaksa gwa save dulu di note pad,,,hhaha
gwa ada beberapa foto di vegas ternyata di sini panas na gila..panas banget..malem2 aja udah kaya di kipasin angin dari oven yg masak kalkun 3 ekor...hahahhal...dan dengan sotoy gwa make jeans kaos trus spatu turun bwat jalan kaki muter2 las vegas blv. dan ternyata lebih panas dari waktu dulu gwa dateng..jauh banget...bayangin dulu gwa dateng suhu na di bawah 0 drajat skarang di atas 30 hampir 40..hahahha..mati gwa lama2 di sini..malem ini gwa makan di buffet di MGM..kenyang banget sakit perut lagi...hahahha
bsok gwa pulang dengan naek mbil kparat itu lagi...moga2 ga buat masalah...sedih perjalana gaw..hahahha..di spanjang jalan banyak orang pacaran jadi inget sama yg di sana..hahhaha...dya juga di sms ga perna masuk..knapa lagi...hahahah
ya udah dah..ngantuk juga..udah jam 3 skarang..hahaha..mungkin skarang nicky lagi mau makan sore..hahaha...
bye..












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hollywood hotel

just

just wait how it will be...
gwa jadi rada ga yakin gmana ntaran na
hahhaa...
ga ngerti juga lah..gwa udah di tungguin sama dya malah ga OL..tadi gwa yg tunggu dya..
emang ga jodoh OL kali
baru ngerasa ga OL bgini gwa uda ngerasa keilangan dya..keilangan banget..
gwa ga tau apa dya ga marah sama gwa apa cuma pura2 ga marah..dan bsok gwa udah brangkat..gwa tetep berharap dya kuat sama keadaan kaya bgini...gwa ga mau di tinggalin dya..itu aja kok..tersrah dya mau ngomel2 trus..asal dya ga pergi itu udah cukup..
maybe i just wait for yesterday..ygg ga mungkin keulang lagi..mungkin gwa nunggu hal yg mustahil..walaupun mustahil gwa akan tetep nunggu dya..walau mungkin dya ga pernah dateng..mugkin skarang dya mikir untuk ninggalin gwa..wait for yesterday..wait for the past come..tapi gwa akan nunggu dya..karena gwa sayang sama dya..dan karena itu yg bisa gwa kasih ke dya..rasa sayang dan nunggu..emang gwa ga guna..gwacoba untuk jadi berguna

wait

ya, i feel your tasteless..

this morning

i felt it
i knew it

what is goin on?

sometimes i have a feel called "HAPPINESS"
but
the "HAPPINESS" also the one which make me have the feel called "SADNESS"

this morning i understood about "SADNESS"
i understood about "MISSING SOMEONE"

i used to be strong but this morning i'm so weak
i dont know why

I felt it

i feel shelfish if you had told me that you've hurt
now, i know if that make you hurt

the one which make "SADNESS" is if we don't get what we called "HAPPINESS"
and my "HAPPINESS" is my FUTURE
and my future is YOU
the one make me feel "HAPPINESS" is just you

LONELY is my FRIEND

I'll change my "SADNESS" to my "HAPPINESS"

with all "SADNESS",davin

for my "HAPPINESS"
my FUTURE


ps:maybe u not see "THAT"
and you realy not see "THAT"
i'll love u forever
it's true, i promise
i never leave u
i love u with all my heart

long time

udah 2 hari gwa ga OL sama nicky
kmaren sebelom gwa pulang dari atlanta gwa sempet OL sbentar sama dya
walau cuma brapa menit...dari kmaren gwa sampe udah sibuk
kmaren gwa sampe di sini jam 1 kurang..menurut tiket..tapi sampe na jam 1 lewat..hahhaha
udah selese dari psawat nyari tas..abis ambil tas gwa gotong tu tas sampe di parkir koko gwa...dan dya parkir di internasional..gwa nyampe di nasional...jadi gwa jalan nenteng tu tas sepanjang erpot
hahaha
cape dahhh....mending tas na enteng..tas na berat juga..lumayan dah pundak gwa sakit..yg gwa bingung knapa pundak gwa yg sakit
hahhaha
abis dari sana gwa langsung pulang ke ruma trus lanjut lagi suntik TBC..kata orang na si bakalan bengkak di tangan yg abis di suntik ama kemungkinan sakit
hahhaha
tapi sampe skarang gwa belom sakit
emang gwa kuat dan sehat..hahahha
dan gwa pulang sampe di ruma jam 10malem kurang..
dan pagi2 jam 6 gwa mesti bagnun trus siap2 pergi tes..
gwa bagnun jam 3 pagi kaya orang bego..gwa liat jam udah jam6.19 langsung gwa panggil nyokap bwat bangun..udah pada bangun nyokap liat jam kata dya masi jam 3 pagi..tapi gwa liat di dpan udah terang bagnet..hahhahha..ternyata jam gwa masi jam atlanta
hahaha
setelah itu gwa tes sekitar 3 jam kurang..setelah mendapat hasil na gwa di kejut kan dengan pernyataan "gwa ga lulus" anjrit...hahha..kata orang na gwa mesti di skolah ada pelajarang tambahan...dan ternyata gwa dapet level di atas rata2 anak ga bisa ngomog..hahhahha..ya sudah lah..trus gwa di suruh buat esay di kertas make bahasa indo...kata orang na dya mau liat gwa bsia ga make bahasa indo..aneh2 aja orang di sini..kurang kerjaan..hahaha..gwa dari orok juga uda ngomong indo..trus dya ga percaya gwa bs ngomong indo..ckkckkc....
hahhahaha
abis itu gwa pergi ke perpustakaan buat kartu dan baru pulang skarang belom makan dan terasa lapar skali
ahhahaha
kangen ama si acem
hahahaha

if you're not the one

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one
I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? I
s there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight You know my heart is by your side

Beauty and the Beast

barusan nicky telpon gwa..baru 5 menit yg lalu..hahalucu juga..kalo uda di telp bingung mau ngomong apa...hahhaha...waktu dya telp gwa rada bingung sapa yg telp tenga malem...haha, ga ada nomor na pula..pengen ga di angkat..soal na sering ada telp dari operator2 gitu lah
hahahha...waktu nicky telp gwa lagi ntn beauty and the beast sebnerna gwa mau denger sountrack na..tapi kok kaya na ga ada yah...hahhaha...cukup kecewa..haha..biar lah..
tadi ga ntn film itu ke bayang ama cermin yg beast kasi ke bale...coba gwa ada itu kaca..hahha
gwa bisa liat nicky di mana dya..hahhaha..enak juga,se engga na gwa bisa lepas kangen..hahha
tapi itu cuma di cerita dongeng..hahha...nicky udah banyak dapet dongeng tuh...hahha
ga bagi2 lagi..hahahha

nite